Awe

My English textbook taught me the word: Awe. It was the first time when l knew about it. 

I was in awe of your presence when I met you. And then, l want to say thank you to you, now. 

Awe means a feeling of deep respect mixed with fear or wonder. It can be found in nature, music, visual art, architecture, etcetera, and occurs when we encounter things that are vast, beyond our understanding, and mysterious. It is not simply about shock value, as it invites us to learn, and “GROW”… that is my favorite word.

However, recognizing feelings of awe can be challenging. People don’t often understand what it feels like and miss it, but it is important. 

In conclusion, creating awe can have great effects on our well-being and overall satisfaction in life. By seeking out experiences that inspire awe, whether in nature, art, or everyday observations, we can find greater happiness, improved social connections, and a sense of wonder in the world around us. 

I am happy thanks to you. 

Father’s Day

Thank you for reminding me my father. 

A dead body has to be cremated by law in Japan. On the day of my father’s funeral, my brother’s sons put their letters that were written by Japanese characters they just started to learn on my father’s body in the coffin. They are too small to understand about death. However, they picked up his bones to bury. 

The life is inherited.

My father often told my mother, my sister and me that boys are important to protect a family lineage and its grave.

My mother gave birth to a boy finally. My father was so happy and he told a baby: my brother about a successor every day. He was a kid yet. 

I was worried about if my baby would not be a boy. Miraculously, my brother was proudly relieved when his wife had a boy. 

My father’s dream came true and he  sleeps in the grave that he told us always. 

l think this is the reason l couldn’t talk to my father anything, however, there was love. l have no regrets. 

I’m sorry that I’m not sure about when l would visit my father’s grave. 

It’s because…